Hi. It’s me. Still sick, but feeling better. Maybe 40-60% better.
I finished my chapter 5 work today on Prescriptions and took the chapter quiz on a drug-induced brain fog hoping I would be able to remember the answers, so when I got to the end of the quiz I loudly said “no whammy, no whammy, STOP!” while pressing “Submit”.
I got 100%!!!
Other than that, I pretty much have no news for you. I did want to tell all of you that are on my reading list that I am still around, and I read every one of your blogs. This weekend I hadn’t read any blogs in two days, and it took me three hours to get through them all-but I did. Sometimes by that point my brain is so fried with reading I have nothing more to add that hasn’t already been said by someone else.
And on that note: I don’t really like to comment unless the comment seems useful, you know? I admit, I love comments on my blog, even if they are just a “great job” or “nice blog”, but when I go to comment on a blog I usually just do not know what to say. Some of you are hilarious, funny, or insightful on literally every comment you write, and I don’t have that kind of witty banter to add all of the time. Some blogs are sad, and I’m even more fumbled on what to say with those.
It also doesn’t help that I’m kind of afraid to comment. About a month ago, I was feeling cheeky, so I wrote a cheeky comment on a blog that I frequently read and comment on. It was meant in humor. The blogger did not find the comment funny and e-mailed me telling me I was wrong for the comment. I immediately apologized, removed the comment, and told them I would no longer comment on their blog if I had offended them.
Saying that I felt bad would be the understatement of the century. I literally shrunk at that moment. I don’t know when it happened, but somewhere along my depressive state I have become unable to process feelings. When someone tells me something hurtful or that I hurt them, I don’t fight or correct them, I shut down. It happened this past week with an incident involving my stepdad, and I’m still not over what was said.
As for new followers, new blogs, and blog links I get, right now I have over 75 blogs on my reading list, and as I stated before it takes me hours to get through them. It seems like for every blog I stop following I add three new blogs to my roster. I promise I will get to yours soon! So yeah, I’m here, even if it doesn’t seem that way, or if your comments on my blog are one-sided.